I am freakin' serious this time. I weighed in this morning . . . it was NOT pretty.
I am BACK in the 190's. WTF?!? How did I let this happen?? I was in the 150's. I wasn't nearing the 140's yet but I was in the 150's. I have gained 30 lbs!! Now, that didn't happen overnight. And it's not going to fix itself overnight but I AM going to fix this.
I went back to the gym this morning. Step One. Started back on the C25K. I want to get back into running. I want to run 5ks. I want to run a 1/2 marathon. Eventually I would LOVE to do a triathlon. That is my ultimate goal. But continuing on as I am, is not gonna get there.
I started journaling again in myfitnesspal.com. I will check in there EVERY SINGLE DAY. I don't want to see a break. I want to see the automated posts that say Heather has checked in for x number of days. I want that number to go up into the triple digits. I want it to count the days that I have stuck to my plan. And I will stick to my plan!
I am tired of being in this rut. I am tired of my clothes not fitting. I am tired. And I am DONE being tired. It's time to get off my ass and get moving and start eating healthier!!