Day 1 not so hot

Well day one is not going so good. I'm feeling alittle overwhelmed what with Connor going to daycare. I miss him. When I went to the grocery store I picked up a box of twinkies and I've eaten like 5. Let's just say that was my lunch. Not good. I know eating is not going to help me. But I just can't help it. I know it will get easier. I don't want to call and see if he is doing good because if I hear him crying I'll just get upset. I just hope and pray that everything is going good. I'm sure it is. He is the best baby in the world. Very easy going. I know in a couple of weeks I'll look back at this and think what did I ever worry about. :) I just have to quit using food as a form of comfort.