Monday, March 22, 2010

It's Official

I have gained 10 lbs exactly since the beginning of the year. I could be (should be) 10 lbs lighter! NOT heavier. Now I have to relose those 10 lbs and then keep going. UGH! And why do we do this to ourselves? I'm ready to kick it into gear. I was disgusted with how my clothes fit this past weekend. Yuck! I need to get on the weighloss bandwagon. I need to get on the exercise bandwagon. :sigh: This shouldn't be this hard. It's not this hard. I just have to work through this. I know you all are probably tired of hearing me go through this but unfortunately, this is my life right now. I'm hoping that if I write about it and talk about it, I'll work through this difficult time.

I was talking to dh yesterday and I said you need to help me get back on track. And he was like you need to tell me what to do because if I say something to you, you get mad and do the opposite. He is entirely right. =) What can I say. I guess I get defensive since it's not fair I have to work this hard and basically when i start doing better, he just falls in line and loses weight because he's a man. So unfair! It doesn't help that I sit at a desk all day and he is on his feet so I can't compare myself to him but its hard!

So anyway, I have my meals planned out this week. I am going to the grocery store tonight and I will succeed at this!!!!

3 comments:

Kyle Gershman said...

Yes, it seems like men have it all when it comes to losing weight, but you can do this. Take it a day at time...more good choices than bad...eat less, move more.

This is you and only you, though. It really doesn't matter what DH can say or what we can say.

If you want to do this and are committed to it, the weight will come off.

We are here for you!

The_Exquisite_Christine said...

You caught it, you don't like it, and you are going to change it!!! We will both get our groove back, I can feel change in the air. ♥

The Brandt Family said...

I feel your pain Heather and my heart breaks for you!! Boys do have it so much easier! =( Keep trying...it will happen!! I found myself craving candy alot lately...so I filled me refrigerator with yogurt...which has the sweet taste that I truly wanted...but alot healthier. AND, I drink water ALOT! It really does help with the hunger!! Exercise....yah, I need to work on that part!!
You can do it...I know it!!!