Monday, October 30, 2006

2 more lbs

Well another week down another 2 lbs gone! YEAH! Although that means in order to reach my goal next week I have to lose 3.3 lbs this week! YIKES!!! I can do it if I get out there and exercise. I just feel so stressed out and need to do so many things that I don't know if wogging will be in my future right now. Speaking of which, I just feel so pissed off all the time lately. No matter what happens I'm pissed off. Mostly at dh. I'm just tired of this double standard that goes on. He yells at me for the stupidest shit and yet when I'm upset I don't say anything or if I do say something he blows it off. Let's see about a month ago I had opened the windows in Connor's room to get some air flow in there and put him down for a nap. He was edgey all day to begin with. When he pulled up in the driveway (which he doesn't normally do) Connor woke up so he yelled at me saying why did you leave the windows open. Fastforward to yesterday he never closed the window when he was napping and both myself and his brother pulled into the driveway. Did I say anything? No. It's all about him. Shit I feel like a single mother most of the time. Except for him getting Connor ready in the morning and feeding him dinner at night, taking him to and from daycare, there really isn't much more he does. I pay the bills, I do the laundry, I clean the house, I do the dishes, I cook dinner. He will do bottles every other week basically. I do the grocery shopping. He takes care of the cars (how often does that happen?) and the motorhome (once a month he washes it and does periodic maitenance on it). He takes care of our quads (once we sell mine that will only be HIS quad). He doesn't mow ( we have a gardener). I'm really trying to think of what he does. All I see him do is be on the computer looking up stuff or sitting in the living room complaining he has a headache. It's getting really old. And I'm really tired of being pissed off.

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