Struggling

Why do I struggle. I am so struggling. And it's only going to get harder the next few months with Thanksgiving and Christmas. UGH!! I WILL get through the week, I WILL!! I so want to see the 160's next week. If I keep eating like I am, I'm not going to see it. Why why why do I have to suddenly have a sweet tooth. :sigh: I'm usually not this bad either. I do not want to gain back the 40 lbs I've spent the last 8 months losing!! I would LOVE to lose another 20 lbs by the end of this year. I just have to keep thinking of that. Keep thinking of that, keep thinking of that. :sigh: